possy

Ever get bored and google urself?!
I do =P

My japanese so far!

Iv been learning Japanese since January! Im not amazing but im doing ok i think! =]

I can say the mail alphabet!

A I U E O
ka ki ku ke ko
sa shi su se so
ta chi tsu te to
na ne nu ne no
ha he hu he ho
ma me mu me mo
ra ri ru re ro
ya yu yo
wa wo n

I think thats right =] im going to learn the accented part of the alphabet when i learn how to write the main alphabet. i can write the 1st 2 lines in Hiragana at the moment!

I can say LOTS of words now, such as:

inu, neko, uma, ocha, koohii, hana, sora, onnanoko, otokonoko, ookii, chiisai, pan, karuma & 6 colours. AND LOADS MORE =]




i can ask 'what are you doing' and 'what is it'

there are a few words im stuck on which i'll ask about in the forum =]



I plan to go to Japan in about a year, so im saving up!
If you'd like to donate to my Japan funds my paypal is Dismembered@hotmail.co.uk
As im currently out of a job because if the economy crisis =[

THANK YOU to everyone that has donated a little something its a GREAT help!

Oli Sykes myspace/331706194



Own City the band!


Kiki moaning at me



Sonny moore reply.



Amanda Lepore



Jac Vanek




Audrey, no idea what the 1st one means!?





Clint Catalyst



Raquel Reed commenting on the necklace i made of her!





Probs got more of these that iv just not prtsc'ed. not that its any biggy to me, but fort you guys might be interested!?

xox

Seeing as im always in the mood to listen to everyones problems, either 'cos im nosey or 'cos i know how good it is to let off some steam to random people.

So if you think it'll help tell me whats bugging you lately and i'll reply to your comments, And maybe share some of my vexing stories with you aswell!

GO GO GO vent away!



Peace & Love!

Well i dont really have a set answer. but i can tell you about my personal every day diet.
I eat what i want when ever i want to eat it! but the quetion is what do i like to eat and when do i like to eat it!?

Well i'll make a list of things =]

Breakfast - i eat ONE of these depending on what i feel like (plus one vitamin pill and a cup of tea):

-ONE waffle with syrup
-ONE slice of toast with or with out Jam (jally if ur american)
-2 crumpets with butter and cheese on.
-a small bowl of cereal (no sugar)
- cereal bar
(some times i just skip breafast and just take my pill and have a tea)


Dinner  - i eat at random times each day never at a set time. Ususally one of these with a cup of tea:

-Home made pasta sauce with pasta (fresh ingredients)
- Other pasta meals
-home made stew (fresh ingredients)
-chicken roast with gravey and fresh vag
-sausage egg mash bacon and beans. (none greasy)
- (very rarely) a macdonalds chicken wrap (or something mc'chicken)
- fresh 100% beef buger with fresh cheese and sauces (dad makes the best)
-Fresh salad with boild egg and tuna

Snacks and munches during the day (usually a 2 - 4 of these):

-cereal bar
-toast
-cups of teas
-waffle with syrup
- Small amount of Crisps  (or chips if ur america)(some times with dip)
-small sandwich (banana/ chicken/ salad)
- chunck french bread with butter
-yogurt
-fruit
-home baked cupcakes.
- small bowl of ice cream
-chocolate bar or some sweets.



The truth is i some times forget to eat cos im so busy doing other things. I dont really get that hungry cos i dont think about food alot. and when i do eat i always leaver something on my plate i rarely eat every single thing when i have a meal. i dont like junk meals and micro meals, or things like pot noodle and super noodles and instant meals, they taste cheap and never fill you up. some micro meals are ok like micro wake pasta meals. i dont really like fish, only tuna, i dont like meat pies. i like fresh foods none processed stuff =]

i drink alot of water.

and work outs and exercise?

i dont really do much exercise, unless im walking to a friends or cleaning up about the house or walking round shopping, or dancing when im out or dancing to my music on itunes ot TV. 'making loving' or play fighting with my other half.
i mean im always tapping my feet and stuff like that. but dont really ever go out of my away to make sure i get some exercise each day. but im not lazy either i dont sit on my ass all day every day. now and then i'll go swimming or play on the garden trampoline for fun.



but thats pretty much it really =]

RIP adam green age 19

my ex from when i was 14/15

you will always be remembered =[

xxx

I had to get up at about 8:30 to get ready and be there for 10:30. i was about 10 mins late cos i was quite a while away in the car. every one had check in and gone away to wait for the comp to start. when i got there i signed in and a lady took me photo for a local news paper which was really cool cos i'll be the only one out of all the models in the news paper =P

Anyway later on about 12:30pm i had my 1st heat. i was bit scared. but i just went for it. i didnt try too hard cos i was so tired cos i had about 4 or so hour sleep. then we all had to line up and they asked us a few questions about our selfs. The host said i was styleish and she liked me get up =]

so i went away till 3:30pm for my 2nd heat, which was another small cat walk with 3 other girls at the same time. we had to walk on and then walk down the catwalk 1 at a time and back then all 4 of us together at the same time and off like side of the runway. i was 1st up and i went for it, i walked towards the gudges and struck pose with one hand in the air and a giggly smile! i was having fun as scary as it seemed being judged.

then we all had to come back at 4pm for the results i stood there with a lolly pop in my mouth looking relaxed, i knew my name wasnt going to be called. a good 15 out of 20 ppl were called for the finals and then me! i was so shocked! confused but really happy i step up onto the stage. i made it!
=D

i have to go back tomorrow. (^-^)

Not sure if buzznet's gonna like me posting this photo, but its medical!

We come in all shapes and sizes!
Some times girls worry they are weirdly shaped and formed, but there's nothing to worry about! =]
You're beautiful!

Love your body no matter what =]



(^_^)

I got really down 'cos Chio-Chio died, and there's a local compatition going on real soon. So i entered, carelessly.

Im excited!

So i have a month to Brush up on walking catwalk.

Iv got my huge 'stripper' style heels on and a huge book on top of my head trying to perfect this lol!
Time to tone up i think and make this look good!

wish me luck and send me your tips (^_^)

FOR YOU CHI'!!! r.i.p.


(if u donno who this is! boo hiss!) =P

But i just cant think of any good designs!

Hmmm.

any ideas?!

??????

!?I am so confused?!

Females look up to men that want to be women?

what?! im so confused!

If i add you, comment you, mail you, buzz you, compliment you, or (unlikely) just plain slate you. This does not mean im an obsessed fan, a fan, or anything of the sort!
I am not a fanatic person, i believe that everyone is equal. Im simply comunicating with you as a human being not as a 'fan'

The internet has become very strange lately, everyone seems to think they have fans and followers, 99.9% of the people that use the internet and think they have fans and obsessers and all that crap, are simple members of the public, no matter if they have dabbled in a bit of simple modelling or such stuff.

I see none of you on the news or in my news papers or in the movies or on the radio.
 So a few 100 ppl know who you are or know of you, but this is the internet, ppl are bound to pass through ur profile. Get over it, grow up and stop getting caught up in some fake life, get out of your arse and open your eyes to the real world.

Now if you earn an income that will pay your rent, tax's, car bills, home bills, food shopping, social life fees ect from being 'well known' online then fair play to you!

And the same goes for me, if you mail me or talk to me or what ever im not going to think your a 'fan'

i think thats my rant over with. have a nice day!

xox


A lovely eye catching photo!

On May the 13th i will be 19 years old!

I'm having a fancy dress night out at some bars and clubs on my birthday and a few days after my birthday!

I can't wait!

Haha so i planted some basil seeds last week, and they are starting to shoot!
I've never planted anything before!

Iv put them in an old mug with a broken handle =P with some cling film on the top to keep them all warm and nice on the window side, and yesterday i put them out in the garden to get some nice sunshine, and today they r shooting!

YEAHHH!!! they are my little plant babies!

but soon i'll make them into pasta sauce tee hee

If you go to www.zeitgeistmovie.com and watch the movie, you will realise so much you never really took time to think about.




What do you believe?

some people are taking advantage of the impressionable state of young people, making money from them, drawing you in with bright candy coated colors and pretty masked faces, and we fall for it like a moth to a flame. we believe that they have some higher power, or that they are some how better than us in a million ways. and if we worship the ground they walk on on hope we will maybe hold some sort of light on how 'cool' they are.

But when you put the nitty gritty and fake outer skins aside and disect the situation and see what we all have and where we all end up in life, thats when we can find a hero in ourself. We only have heros and idols because we are insecure and we need something to aim for. tying to be.
WHY?


Well heres something we all have!


Give or take kidney and such. but we all living and breathing no different to anyone else!

And we were all born, and we shall all die. its a scary consept i know, but not you not i or any or your so called heros can escape it, and weather you live to die as an old lady/man asleep warm beside someone you've loved for 50 or more years, or weather you get up from you computer in a few moments from now and slip and break your head on a table, we are all going to have to take a long deep breath and take death my the hand at some point.

EVERYONE has a life, a living entity inside of them, and that is so damn precious, from a ant to an elephant to you! you might be insignificant in the world, in the univers... we all are, but we are all precious! you are amazingly built and indescribable.


Make your own dissisions, dont be a lamb. start something, but only if it's you, dont pretend to be something you're not, you will only fail, and who are you kidding in the end?
If blonde hair was never you, then change it now, if your hairs blue because you seen it on TV and you want the attention you see someone else get, ask yourself, 'is this really who i am?'
Discover youself.

People are only who YOU make them.




Shes going to die like you and me.
Ash's or a box?


Dirt or decay?
What do you think he would choose?








Did you ever think about it? or was this the first the?


Love or hate what im saying, all you have to do is put things in perspective.
And wonder why we do the things we do!

And why we think the things we think!

And why we choose to look up to the poeple that we do. and what we and they gain from it?

=] YOU the reader are incredible, you are like no other!
BE YOUR OWN HERO!

trust me you can live with out the test.
people are other load of flesh and bone it means nothing when they comment back!
they should be honnored you commented them first?
but are they?


Much meaningful love
POSSY

Its off and ready to go on ebay! =P

Im actually really amused with myself.

so ye go check it out!


this is one of the weirdest things iv ever dont for a dare but you have to love it  =P


http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=330212322071&ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT&ih=014

heres the URL =]